![]() It might be a funny scene, movie quote, animation, meme or a mashup of multiple sources. Finally, I took out a loan and bought my own house and got two cats. You can take any video, trim the best part, combine with other videos, add soundtrack. Soon I found the only way to not try or seriously contemplate killing my self was alcohol. I didn’t laugh for weeks, I would sob all the time, I had to take breaks at work for panic attacks and crying, all the kids loved me but said I never smiled, I talked in a monotone voice for months. I got an excellent therapist and quit college to get a teaching job which I loved. I stocked up pills to kill myself my parents caught me and I was put on suicide watch. ![]() I got prepared to cut off my family and get a crappy job and basically run away with her to make it work. Then she told me she was trans I told her “hey I came out to you as bi, I don’t mind, I want to be here to fight with you!” I told her I was willing to do anything I started secretly saving for any surgeries or hormones she would want. We were planning marriage and babies and I was shocked I wasn’t the first person to bring it up. ![]() I’d convinced myself true love didn’t exist and I’d never find someone who checked everything off my list WRONG. ![]()
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